Friday, May 14, 2010
My Madison Mae is about to graduate Kindergarten. Wow....what a journey! There are not enough words for the year that we've had. She has hung in there with it & worked hard. We are now 3yrs into her Absence Seizures. It has been up & down. Currently she has been well managed & seems to be returning to the girl I once new at 3yrs of age. She had turned inward over those 3yrs & become very fearful of new surroundings. Her personality is blossoming back out, a definite blessing to watch. God has been so good to us throughout this experience. Holding me in the scary moments & providing Madison comfort when I didn't know how to help her. I am overwhelmed at the way He lovingly cares for us & carries us through things that seem unbearable. He has always been in control & helped me accept being out of control:) All of the above makes this moment at graduation seem so much greater. My baby has survived some very scary moments & struggled with me to learn. It has definitely been a struggle many days, but we are learning. I always come back to that....learning. It's all good as long as I am learning more of Him. I see God bigger & more intimate every day. He continues to remodel me & believe me I need some remodeling. Thank you Lord for getting us to this day:) Praise be to you.